Every time that I will see my facebook account with "In a relationship" status, I dont know if I will be happy or sad. I keep on asking myself "Am I selfish?" "Will I have my own karma?". I have to admit that there are positive and negative effects in what I did.
Lets just begin in negative effects, some of the people I know are silently angry with me and they find ways on how to avoid me. Sometimes, they would snarled at me whenever they answer my questions. On the other hand, some people would be happy because their awaited dreams would now come true and I could now have a peace of mind because no one would ask personal questions or further research about me.
I have to admit that sometimes,I am hoping that I could break down barriers. The second guy would appear and we could have a chance to talk like friends. However, I know that this is only an illusion.
Well, I used to remember the words that I told my cousin several months ago "Sometimes , its not a question if you had a successful or bitter-end kind of relationship, what matters most is that your cousin learn things which would help her how to become a better person someday".
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