Wishing

Sometimes, I am wishing that I could write on what I really feel this past few days. I wish I could write that sadness conquers my heart but I am afraid that people will relate this to something on a person who is happy with someone else. I really don't know but I have a trauma ever since because I really dont want that history would repeat itself again. I feel that of this would happen again, no one would help me in resolving this kind of problem. No person like a guy named Richie would lend his hand to become my "temporary boyfriend". Hahahha