Afraid

These past few days, I had been asking God for signs and yesterday He showed or granted my wish. But, I didnt have the courage to face this particular person. I am afraid of everything. Afraid that history would repeat itself again. Most of all, I am afraid of the insults nor the pity that this person will give me. Moments ago, when I was riding in a jeepney, I couldnt help but tears fell from my both eyes. I couldnt imagine that all these things would happen again. I know that when I am choosing a path over the other, it means no turning back. However, I didnt expect how hard it is.