Blogging

I really love blogging although I am not a good writer. I consider it as one of my favorite hobbies. However, when comparing it to the other writers, I admit that my work will become a scratch or a piece of garbage to them. I am very sure that my professors or my friends will give me a 4.0 or 5.0 grade. Hahahah.. In fact, I could not tell anyone that I have a blog because almost all of my schoolmates and my friends are good writers.

This incognita blog is my third blog. I am planning to delete all my posts in my friendster account except for the "Another minute" because I used a personification or metonymy in explaining my feelings. I realize that blogging is expressing yourself without hurting people's feelings and emotions which I did not do on my friendster blog.

Wrong side of the shirt

I could not forget this day because I was wearing a wrong side of my shirt in riding a jeepney. I did not notice it because I was very busy. I did not even glanced in a mirror because I was almost running in going out of the house. An old man who was seated beside me told me in a nice and understanding way. Nevertheless, all the passengers in the jeepney laughed at me. I also laughed although I really felt embarrassed. Imagine I am now in the early twenties yet I am still uncaring about how I look in the public.

A new life

I want to start a new life but the shadows of the past still haunt me. I know that I should look back in the past because I owe them what I am now. However, I want to forget the memories that brought me pain. Sometimes, I want to correct the mistakes that I did. But how could I? Saying sorry could not undo what had happened.

English love story movies

Lately, Ive been watching English love story movies. Just like in children's storybook, all of them have a fairy tale ending such as the "king and queen lived happily ever after". However, this does not happen in a real life. In every relationship or even in marriage, one has to let go of the other because of some reasons. These reasons should be respected and accepted by the people that surrounds them.

Choosing a path

In every step that we will take, there are always two choices. Each has its own consequences not only in our ourselves but also on the people that surrounds us.

But before I choose a path, I have three ceremonies to do. These are meditate, pray and ask advices from my friends or elders. But, when I experience pain and hardships as an effect in choosing a path, I have been telling myself "Can I undo the time so that I will choose the other path. Maybe I will not experience all of these". However, I know that this is very impossible.

Well, I really wish that God will help me and guide in everything that I will do. As one of my favorite sayings goes "Fight for what you always believe in. There are no wrong and right choices. What matters most is how you stand up because of the choices you made".